October 2009
209 posts
in life it comes down to you. a million people...
- me
officially broken up. but i think i'll be okay.
talking to you was better. even if this week my hopes were raised too high, this time was better than last. i’m glad we talked. i’m soso glad we talked.
"According to Greek mythology, humans were...
she killed herself in the dressing room
the mirrors finally cracked
with the sharpest blade, and the day to fade
there was no looking back
so with one fair swipe, she took that knife
and dragged it up her arm
the pain was gone, only shimmering dawn
that silenced end to life
i want to run away really really far.
what am i doing.
what am i doing with my life, there’s no reason to be sad. there’s no reason to be unhappy. fuck it. fuck it all. i don’t even care anymore, i want to be free.
DRAMATIC
does not add up.
i couldn’t be happier.
"hey i just wanted to let you know ive been...
what is going on
Weed.
It makes me daydreams feel real, and the truth seem a hazy dream. It makes everything that reminds me of you, easier to deal with. It makes thinking about tomorrow easy. It gives me hope, and takes away any hope I have. It makes me see things clearly, and even the worst possible situation gives me an optimisic feel.
It makes asking advice, and recieving the truth easier.
It makes everything...
dads shutting of the internet, and texting right...
i will be alone for the entire night.
shit.
goodnight.
and i didn't get up the courage to text him. i...
shit.
1 day down.
please, come back. please. please. come back....
i can’t do this i can’t be alone right now, why did you do this.shit
i want it to thunder, id love it to rain
the water washed down, erased all the pain
the rumble that sliced the unbearable silence
i clawed at my face, and screamed in defiance
the pain was pure murder, the sadness rang true
everything around me, struck memory of you
my face streaked with tears, mind finally clear
down a bottle of vodka, there’s no longer fear
a bottle of pills, the...
i can't do it. i cant find the courage to text...
@icanimagine
hopefallsapart:
Heyy :D
hey, thanks for the follow :)
I have to get up.
I have to get up, and I have to take a shower. I need to be fucking clean, and fucking awake. I need to get up the courage, and I need to feel better.
I need to take a fucking shower.
"I wasn't trying to kill myself. I was trying to...
- Girl, Interrupted
If i could do it over.
hannahbby:
icanimagine:
hannahbby:
icanimagine:
i would of kissed you, and apologized. because when i went to you had already left. i would of explained my scars and made sure you knew they werent because of you. i would of told you how much i loved you, and kissed you when i had the chance. now i have to wait, to see if i get the chance again.
i’m too fucking dramatic and i don’t care...
If i could do it over.
hannahbby:
icanimagine:
i would of kissed you, and apologized. because when i went to you had already left. i would of explained my scars and made sure you knew they werent because of you. i would of told you how much i loved you, and kissed you when i had the chance. now i have to wait, to see if i get the chance again.
i’m too fucking dramatic and i don’t care right now. i’ve been crying...
If i could do it over.
i would of kissed you, and apologized. because when i went to you had already left. i would of explained my scars and made sure you knew they werent because of you. i would of told you how much i loved you, and kissed you when i had the chance. now i have to wait, to see if i get the chance again.
i’m too fucking dramatic and i don’t care right now. i’ve been crying for so long,...
salenaaa:
icanimagine:
salenaaa:
icanimagine:
salenaaa:
icanimagine:
my crying doesn’t even sound human anymore.
somebody fucking help me.
Do you need someone to talk to?
:/
haha yea, my boyfriend dumped me yesterday, and even though he explained it i can’t fully comprehend why.
I’m sorry girllll. My good guy friend did something like that to me once.. you might just want to...
salenaaa:
icanimagine:
salenaaa:
icanimagine:
my crying doesn’t even sound human anymore.
somebody fucking help me.
Do you need someone to talk to?
:/
haha yea, my boyfriend dumped me yesterday, and even though he explained it i can’t fully comprehend why.
I’m sorry girllll. My good guy friend did something like that to me once.. you might just want to give it some time, until...
salenaaa:
icanimagine:
my crying doesn’t even sound human anymore.
somebody fucking help me.
Do you need someone to talk to?
:/
haha yea, my boyfriend dumped me yesterday, and even though he explained it i can’t fully comprehend why.
my crying doesn’t even sound human anymore.
somebody fucking help me.
i miss you. please come back. shit
my parents are the most insensitive assholes on...
photomoto:
And I don’t understand why I sleep all day And I start to complain when there is no rain. I don’t believe in miracles, but I believe in you.
what is this?
i cant decide whats worse. talking to you about...
and you say we’re actually just taking a break.
please don’t get my hopes up like that.
